Hannah LOVES prep (like preschool, but it’s at school and they have to wear school uniforms (which is what we do down under, at all schools, public or private) just like the rest of the kids). She likes it so much that she can’t wait for kindergarten to start. That might be mostly because she gets to wear a dress everyday though, rather than the school’s sports uniform she has to wear in prep.
Every time I pick her up, I ask her how her day was. She is so incredibly shy that it took her a while to make some friends. Probably because her response to people saying hi to her was to put her head down and stare at the floor instead of answering them. I can’t imagine that many 4 year olds would know how to combat such shyness.
Despite not having any little friends in the first few weeks, she was still having lots of fun and was excited every school day. She soon started talking about a girl we’ll call Kid1. “Mommy, Kid1 and I played together all the time today.” She told me when I picked her up.
I know Kid1’s grandma from the gym and heard similar stories from her. “Kid1 talks about Hannah all the time. They are so cute.” Her grandma told me.
It was like that for a couple of weeks, both girls raving about each other and playing together all day.
But then it started to change. “Kid1 and Kid2 told me she didn’t want to be my friend anymore.” Hannah told me sadly. I asked her some questions about it and found that Kid2 befriended Kid1 which for some reason meant that they didn’t like Hannah anymore. Of course we’re talking about the view of a 4 year old, so it could be very different to reality.
Every school day it was the same. I picked Hannah up and she told me that Kid1 and Kid2 told her they didn’t want to be her friend. She said they played games where Hannah was in jail and they would laugh at her or they would pretend she was dead.
“Did you tell them you don’t like playing those games?” I asked Hannah. She is so shy though, so of course, she said no. “When they are being mean to you, why don’t you go find some nicer kids to play with? It’s important to be nice to everyone, but that doesn’t mean you have to play with people who are not being nice to you. If they are always mean to you, it’s better to find some new friends who won’t be mean to you all the time.” I told her.
My sweet little shy girl
“I really want to play with Kid1 and Kid2.” Hannah told me.
Why does she want to play with girls who clearly don’t like her? Why not find some friends who actually want to play with her?
I didn’t think I’d have to have to deal with such things at 4 years old. Maybe she was making a mountain out of a mole hill. I was only going off one side of the story.
I decided to speak to the teacher who told me that lots of the girls have been saying they don’t want to be friends with the other kids (but that Hannah hadn’t said it to anyone). At least they weren’t singling Hannah out, but that doesn’t make it any better for anyone. The teacher said she has been talking to them about it and telling them multiple times every day that they can’t say that but that they still do. She asked them why they were saying it and found that they said it when they don’t want to play what the particular child they say it to is playing with at the time.
“Hannah is more advanced emotionally, so she seems understand the severity of their words better than the other kids.” The teacher told me.
It’s true, Hannah emotionally advanced. She is so sweet and compassionate, which is great, but can also mean she gets hurt more than the other kids.
The teacher said she’d keep an eye on it, and didn’t know that Hannah was upset by it (which is not surprising since she doesn’t say anything about it). Apparently a lot of the kids had been taking turns being in jail and also playing dead.
“If they tell you they don’t want to be their friend anymore, tell them that’s not nice, and walk away. Go find other kids to play with. You can tell the teacher if they are mean to you. You don’t have to, but you can. And you don’t have to play things that you don’t want to play.” I told Hannah.
She still tells me that Kid1 and Kid2 are mean to her. I still don’t know why she wants to play with them. “I’m not inviting them to my birthday party.” Hannah told me when we wrote out her party list. She is only inviting 10 kids to her party (my limits, gymnastics parties are expensive), and only 5 from school.
“Kid2 played with me all day today because Kid1 wasn’t at school.” Hannah told me the other day. I didn’t let my frustration show, but I find it so annoying that when Kid1 and Kid2 are together they are mean to Hannah, yet when one of them isn’t there, it’s Hannah they go to for a playmate. “I want to invite Kid2 to my party.”
“Sorry, you can’t. Remember, I said 1o kids only, and that once we got the invites out, we can’t add anyone.”
Judging by the fact that Kid2 handed out birthday invitations the same day as Hannah, and Hannah didn’t get one, I think they really do mean they don’t want to be Hannah’s friend when they say that, not that they just don’t want to play with her right then.
It’s heartbreaking to see my little girl not have any good friends at school, but I know that some of it is her own shyness. We saw a different girl from school (who is nice to her and whom she invited to her birthday party) at playgroup the other day, and Hannah wouldn’t even say hi. The other girl kept saying “Hi Hannah!!” all excitedly but was met with a downward head and eyes staring at the floor. I’m not sure how I can help her, but I really hope she can overcome her shyness.
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